memories in the dark month

send me in August, at a time when KR best word that I was waiting from the first. all this has passed, August 2009 is over, but all the wonderful things in it are still strong for me to remember. did not entirely the dates that month pro-happiness for me, but I'm happy to get through even just for a few days. yaa .. "several days". one reason why I asked for the return of August, there was a feeling that is difficult to answer honestly I used to. I do not know what I was wrong or not, I can not believe the way people feel that fast, even though the feeling I have the same thing. oh god .. you know I love the KR from the first, I just want him to know that I was waiting for him from the past, I just wanted to KR know, how I feel the feelings that August month, all the feelings that I feel is more real than what he feels.
hmm .. now the feeling I always wanted far from KR, after the things that I know about the KR.