BAHEULA.

I do not understand, why sometimes my mind is so strong for his mind. instead I've realized that I was too disappointed with him? but why every time he had me in mind, every time I sleep, I wake up every, every time I do a routine, until I'm going to bed he was still in mind I am. its not lebay but that's what I feel! make me feel everything felt heavy when he thought he ga be there for me. as my memory continues strong record his name, sometimes it hopefully.
hemm ... well, today I deliberately keep the things that always make me baited want to know him, I intentionally ga hp fill my pulse, because I like the curious to online fb and opened her profile. These days I also do not resist to turn on the computer so I am not online. I want to get used to not really want to know how her again. um .. now I do not know how he was, but still did not stop my mind kept saying "how are ya KR?" plus I like the chance to hear songs that he likes, plus I wrote so remember him. crazy ..... the more I kept trying to make him let go of my mind, it actually became more intense. I have to keep trying to get used to make can take everything for granted. I really care about him, there never hate real for him than me, every time I say I hate him, it's just my emotions on the circumstances that do not fit together my desire. but now I know that he was influential for some of my feelings affect either pain or pleasure, but my feelings disebagian others also there are many things that is very influential for my feelings for the situation.
now, I have to focus as other things, because it certainly influential to me. "ya allah .. please accompanied me on the walk in the things most important to this" Subhanallah ..
and make KR "please you lanjukan stories you shared your life".